Sunday, June 29, 2008


When do people not know that you mean business? You tell them one thing and they think that you are saying something completely different. I don't understand. What makes me happy is knowing that on September 13 I will be in my car on a 22 hour journey to my new life. A new place where I can be me and find out who me is. I have so much potential but I am being grounded here. I know that some things in my life have forced this change. But I embrace it. I cant wait to be there and just be me. I am going to be expected to do things but it will be different. Every day that ticks by is a step closer to where i want to be.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008


Why am I too scared to put out there what i mean and what i think? Cant i just write it? Is it so hard to open up? What am i supposed to be or do? Why at 27 am I having such a hard time finding that out? Can I let go of every thing that i think and feel and be happy with me? Just some random thoughts.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Where has the time gone??

Shit tons has happened. Just got the new Weezer cd and let me say ITUNES SUCKS. I will never order another song from them. On a different Note I have found flight of the chonchords (cause there aint no party like my nanas tea party) and Arrestted Delevopment. Love them both. Cant wait for the AD movie that is being talked aobut. Lets see what else looking for a part time job, taking a break from the family, and just being here. I have some personal things going on but other that just staying busy. About to start another class in about a week. Whoo hoo... I smell another A!! Ill write again soon